This post had been sitting on my drafts since Feb. 14, 2013.
The night before Vday, Liam had act up that created an argument between me and Dino. That night, all my insecurities about being a good mom and all the guilt came out. I really can’t sleep with all those bad thoughts, so after a few toss and turns, I went out of the room so I can clear my head.
Before I move on to that night’s story, let me share with you another concern we are handling. Liam has a problem about waking up alone. You see, ever since he was born, I was so praning that even if he’s asleep, I really don’t want him left alone. So maybe, that’s also the reason why he’s not use to it. Earlier this year, they had an incident where Donna left him for a while to pee (during his nap). He woke up and cried so bad that he had been restless in bed since then. He would always make sure that somebody is on his side by hugging or touching any part of his body to the one beside him. I talked to him every night after that. Told him that he doesn’t have to cry and be afraid should he wake up alone, that I will only be outside should he wake up and not find me. (same goes when he takes his afternoon naps with Donna). Every night for a week I did that. Slowly, he was able to sleep better.
Back to my restless night, while unnecessarily feeling sorry for myself, I suddenly heard someone opening the door from our room. I thought it was just Dino checking on me, then I realized that it was Liam all doze-y and with eyes squinting at the light, no crying, just looking for me outside as I told him. I quickly carried him (before he fell down on our steps) and he simply asked: “what are you doing?”
With that simple gesture, I realized that am doing something right after all.
One of my 2014 resolution is “magtipid”. Well, am not really magastos, but I have a few weaknesses too.
1. Groceries and eating out
I never think twice when it comes to my cravings, cooking and baking. Every time I want to try a new dish and it calls for a new spice or ingredient, kaching! Walang isip isip!
When am out naman, I always make it a point to buy Dino’s and Liam’s fave food, kahit sang damakmak pa ang pagkain sa bahay. I just can’t help it, I want to make them happy lang naman.
I also have a bad habit of treating our staffs, especially if am the one who initiated where to eat and if i knew that it’s out of their budget na. Kaching!
Ever since Dino gave me my first pair, I never stopped loving and owning another pair. In total, I already have 10prs – 5 of which are still with me. Yeah, I give my old ones to my nieces and once to my MIL. 🙂
Now, I’m eyeing 3 more designs – Flora, Chada and Flare Slide. I already told myself that I don’t need it. Dino agreed to buy me 1 na nga pero am really controlling myself. Ok pa ung 5prs ko. Ahem ahem very good ako (thanks!)
I never came out of this store empty handed. Ewan ko ba, there’s always something I like in this shop. Kaya last that I went out, I really did not drop by this store! Ahem again.. applause naman dyan.
4. Last is our stores (not ours like Dino and mine but stores we’re handling here in VisMin)
I also have this bad habit of buying stuff from our stores even if I don’t need them. Ganun kagagaling mga staffs namen, pati ako nabobola.. O ganun lang talaga ako ka-gullible. Hehe
That’s just what I really spend on. Pero bigger percentage of all my spendings is in food talaga.
Anyway, back to my topic.. With this resolution in mind, I stayed away from Maldita and did not let my staff talk me into buying any of our products. BUT! out of curiosity lang, I dropped by Yosi Samra store. They just opened a branch here in Ayala Cebu last November 2013. Kakatawa pa, I really don’t know this brand, I asked my staff pa, ano benta nila puro cigarettes? She told me, “No, Ms. Juvs, I think they are selling ballet flats.’ Shunga lang talaga. hehehe
So before even stepping in the store, I was very firm not to buy anything. The store supervisor was very nice and accommodating. Pero kahit na I kept on telling myself not to be fooled. Hahaha
I first tried their snake skin line and it was really nice. Insole was super soft and di masakit sa paa. I checked the price, GULP! 2795. A bit pricey for a ballet flats.
Pero firm ako, so I gave the pair back to Josh (the sup). I am so firm that I even went around. Next, I saw their slippers. The footbed was soft also and it looks nice on my feet.
I even tried 2 prs since the first was too big for me. I almost lost my will power pero again, firm ako, so I returned both pairs to Josh and went further and checked their Croco collection (as per Josh, these are their new arrivals).
Oh no!!! All my will power went missing when I tried this one! I checked the price P3,795 Oh my gulay! Too pricey for a pair of ballet flats but it did not help my will power to come back. I just really LOVE this pair!!
Am glad I did not give in to Dino’s FitFlop gift, I was able to ask him to give me these shoes instead! YES!!! hehehe. Thanks to my Bobe for the early Valentine’s Day gift and date (of course I wore my new pair to our date! 😉 )